I dyed my hair for the first time

My hair was always messy and hard to tame, most of the time even impossible. And their also very, very damaged. 

  I have seen many people who dyed their hair but not one who's hair would look so messy as mine after they dyed them.. So I gave it a try and went to the shop where I spent a lot of time looking for the right color. I wanted dark brown hair, but was not sure if i wanted black so i didnt want to risk and instead of "dark brown" i chose "brown" as my color is. With the color I took some shampoo and conditioner, to be certain "nivea long hair repair with keratin" which I recommend for all you sufferers from damaged and messy hair, for it's only product that ever managed to make my hair look little less "homeless style". And also i can't forget, totally off topic i got me some birell so i looked like a desperate yet thirsty nigga. Nice combination for white girl. Well i came home and i got so excited i washed my hair and went for it. It read to apply the color with brush but shit, man, i aint got no brush so first thought was to take brush you pet pizza with garlic oil. But nah, i thougt to myself. So i got the gloves on, and rubbed the color in my hair using my fingers. Damn that feeling was pure satisfaction. I wanted to do that for so long but never got money for that. After 30 mins of talking shit with my brother, i was supposed to wash my hair so i did. After that, i applied conditioner which was part of the package. After my hair was all dry, i took a look. Son, i was amazed. I looked just gewwwddd! (nah im lil nasty ass but lets just pretend..) but seriously, my hair looked a LOT better and was also a lot softer than before. Few hours later and it got even softer and nicer. So. To dye my hair was my best decision of the day. And also my hair smells like a flowers. The color I used was "garnier olia brown". I just wanted darker hair so the next time i have money im going for "dark brown" and later black, maybe. Im really satisfied. As i looked closer at my hair, they seemed stronger, o lot stronger than before and this is what i wanted to achieve. Great invention, greater investment. 

  Also, i ordered brazilian keratin, let me let you know if you can straighten your hair with keratin with only 200° flat iron. See you then.

Comparing 2 hookah bars - Bratislava

Me as a shisha lover would like to compare and make a little review about 2 hookah bars in our capital city - Bratislava,  that are relatively close to each other if we talk about distance so If you ever come visit us, the streets they are placed on you will go down for sure, in order to get to visit our fancy castle and in the meantime you can make a stop to one of the hookah bars there, and I can help you choose which one. The most visited street in here is "Obchodná" which continues to the street "Kapucínska" which is closer to the castle. Hookah bar on obchodná is called "shisha lounge". When you enter this little aisle, you can immediately smell this intensive smell of shisha, which is pretty nice. As you enter the bar, you see this nice luxury interier, leather sofas, many LED lights in different colors, hear mostly playing reggae. First impression is - wow let's party! So you take a seat, order your shisha (you must be 16+) and then wait for it. First minutes are okay, you're impressed by this bar how luxury it looks etc, then your shisha comes. Shisha at this place is just great! Nice thick smoke, easy to inhale, intensive taste. But after while sitting there like ghe politest human because you have to fit in, look sophisticated etc, you start to feel uncomfortable. You realize the music is too loud and you can't chill because it disturbs you pretty much, rather don't even talk because you won't hear shit, you start to get really bored and eat those peanuts that been given to your shisha and suddenly get this feeling of all eyes on you. As time passes, you already liked like 69 pics on instagram and posted your shisha and how much "fun" you're having. You inhale smoke one more time to make sure this visit was worth it. Suddenly whole this place looks so cheap as they tried so hard to make it look right opposite and you know you've had enough when you need to pee but you have to ask for the key but also you don't want to scream at them and get everyone to know you're bladder is weaker than fried chicken trying to fight black people's mouth (I love black people, don't get offended). So you start to rush your friends or whoever you are with, to get out immediately and never come back again, unless you're drunk and don't care what others think about you..
So if we want to sum it up: shisha tastes really good and it's also only thing you would ever want to visit shisha lounge for.

Then there is the second shisha bar called "čajovňa u stromu z kostí" also called "strom" which means "tree".  As you enter, you go downstairs which looks like you're going to a basement. Then you're supposed to take your shoes off and put them to a shelf. There are always sitting owners or employees, having shisha of course.. Then you go downstairs one more time and you can choose your place. The music they play is silent and relaxing, it chills you so much. The room is not too bright and not too dark it's just okay (at shisha lounge it's dark because those LED lights don't bring much light). You can choose if you want to sit on the floor with pillows and carpet is everywhere in the room or sit on the couch which isn't leather and it's not black, it's nice creme color and they're canvas so it's very comfortable to even lay down. There is a shelf with cards and games and many books. It is in a bohemian style so whole place feels so chill. But there are few little holes in the couches and on the carpet because of coal people dropped. But it really isn't that bad, you wouldn't even notice. Then you order your shisha, employees are very polite and nice so it's okay there, then they will bring you shisha but it isn't that great as in shisha lounge, it's actually regular. You kinda choke on that smoke because it's hotter than it should be, the taste is not bad but it's like enjoying shisha at home, whole place feels like home though. If you want to pee, you just go upstairs and there are only owners behind the corner and they don't notice you at all, you need no key, you just do what you need and go back downstairs. People often come here for other reason than shisha, mostly wanna chill and drink tea, you can order with shisha, and ain't smoking that much though their shishas are ok. But after while your head may be spinning and you might feel very similar to being high, that's why I don't smoke there that much though it's chilly feeling but you can't leave untill it passes because it would be hard for you to walk, but also, you wouldn't want to leave ever.
Summing it up: shisha isn't that great but it's just ok, place is very nice and you feel like being home and you chill immediately after entering room.

So if we compare this 2 bars - the prices are similar like 10€ for shisha with drink and my opinion is: if you want to visit hookah bar for shisha only purpose, I would choose shisha lounge, but if you want to smoke whatever hookah and relax and chill, play cards and talk with friends, i would choose tree shisha bar. After visiting both, I use to go to the tree only, and would never ever come back to shisha lounge, because the atmosphere in the tree is just priceless. First time there was nice experience and I'm always excited to get back.

So what would I say, enjoy your shisha when you come visit this city, hopefully you'll be satisfied with services of whatever one you choose. Have fun smoking.

tearoom at the tree of bones

 shisha lounge

How I feel about my first relationship

1st January of this year was kinda different than others because it was my first time spending new year without family. My friend invited me and my best friends to a new year's party so of course we said yes, why not. We never drank with strangers before so this was something new. They kept saying we are gonna be there few hours then leave but I was excited to meet new people so I wasn't with them in this.. I'm like shyest person in world so I couldn't wait to get drunk as fuck, as I love it. So we are there drunk, me the most as always, and there was this guy I noticed because of some red stuff on his head and I was like look at this playboy, and I started to make fun of him for wearing that evil thing on his head and then we started to talk and shit, i was still making fun of him for everything he said, but i wasnt mean, it was like, friendly fun you know.. After some time we started to make out and shit and he wanted to fuck me but im like no, fuck you, because, obviously, i was virgin what he thought was not true.. My friends got mad at me for me acting like a slut, but i told him milion times to leave me alone, for i didnt want no dick i just wanted to make new friend i wanted to have fun, just dance and that kissing was kinda forced till i started to like it. In a nutshell, we somehow ended up together and love each other to death. But back in presence, after almost 7 months, I lost my best friends because of him, my life  is fucked up, im fucked up and upset and shit.. I love him but only thing i ever wanted was to get drunk with best friends. I want to let him go so bad, but i cant, i love him so much and he loves me. But rather than to be loved id want to be understood and he aint my soulmate at all.. I fucked up my life brutally and im so sorry. I dont know whats gonna happen next but i want my friends back which is impossible, i want to get drunk and never fuck again, never give a shit about any boy. I lost myself totally. So how I feel about my first relationship - if this is gonna end ever, id never date anyone again, in my life because i finally know what my priorities are, and having partner aint one. So, wish me luck, i'll need it.

Only book that makes sense on how life works - The Power of Awareness (Neville Goddard)

  I've been dealing with methaphysics since I was like 10 years old child, because I find it very interesting in some ways. 

  First book I ever read about ''the law of attraction'' was one by the best seller writer - Rhonda Byrne, The Power. I was amazed when I discovered how powerful I am and the only thing I need to be is my own mind, as it says. Well, sensation passed after a while because of this thing called common sense, right. But interesting reading though, I thought to myself and was not very happy with the way autor describes how it all works, because basically it will tell you that you can be whoever you want, be whatever you want and have whatever you want, and that seems like an good eye-catcher, doesn't it. But if you wanted to find reasonably explanations, it is not much of that there. So I countinued to deal with it and somehow found this new thought teacher from last century - Neville Goddard, with his probably the best of all book - The Power of Awareness. I recommend this book to everyone, if like reading for fun or serious interest. In the book you will find explanation for every your question about the law of attraction, and it all makes sence. Great book, great teacher. Check it out in pdf on archive.org

  Have fun reading:)

Using epilator pros and cons

2 years ago I bought myself an epilator because I thought I would get rid of body hair for at least 3 weeks, and many of these brands state that results will last 4 weeks+ what I can prove wrong. I bought this one, Braun SE 51

 

which I consider, as many others, an exclusive brand, so of course I expected good results. I've been using this product for many months and always ended up getting the same result, nothing. Not even that I had to spend about 2 hours in bathroom epilating, it also brought with it a lot of pain and nasty legs that had far away from even being smooth, as when you shave. Thing that disappointed me the most was that immediately after epilating, hair started to grow out again, as I just shaved. After that all I've been through.. And it said, after first epilation hair will get smoother, what did not happen even after months of daily using. And the noise it makes is just another annoying part of this. So I absolutely do not recommend this product. I thought I would save some money and time because if I shave I got to shave quite often. So if I sum it up I don't see any pro here. But I could talk about cons a lot. It was not even one of the cheapest. Product absolutely does not fulfill its purpose. 

Pros:

- none

Cons:

- it takes a lot of time to get it done on legs only

- pain

- irritation/red dots (looks gross)

- does not last

- noise

 If you have any experience with epilating please let me know if it works well for you in commments.

How I got rid of moles and skin tags, cheap and naturally (ACV method)

  Today when I was looking in the mirror, I noticed that something has changed and it is the fact that my face is now clear, if we talk about moles. So if you want to get rid of moles, skin tags or even warts, naturally and cheap, keep reading.
  When I first decided to use/try out this method I went to the store and get some apple cider vinegar. The whole bottle cost like $1.30 and I was kind of suprised how cheap it is but that's only good for us. You can buy stronger concentrate or not so strong it does not matter, as many people state, I bought one with lower concentrate. The next thing you will need are some cotton balls, which I assume you already have in your household or you can get them for up to $1, actually few cents but just in case.. Next you will need needle or toothpick, anything with sharp surface/part, which you will sratch the mole with. And also you may get a duct tape or plaster but this is optional. Let's sum it up:
- bottle of apple cider vinegar
- cotton balls
- needle or toothpick
- (optional) duct tape or plaster
You can use this on flat moles as well as on raised ones, some may tell otherwise but I tried it on both and it worked. Only difference is that when you do it on the flat ones you might burn your skin a little but it will heal after week or so. The process:
1. Take a needle or toothpick and scratch the mole. In order to get rid of it fast, scratch it untill it bleeds, for the ACV will then break through and react faster. It won't be much of a pain just a little feeling of burning on affected area.
2. Sink a piece of cotton in ACV and apply on the mole. Hold it for a few minutes or get a plaster on it, then you can let it there even for hours or through a night. If it stings then you know it works.
3. When you decide to remove the cotton ball, it should be white circle there around the mole/skin tag and the mole should start to get darker or even black.
4. Wash the part of skin properly, where you applied the ACV to prevent burnt skin.
5. After a while there should be a scab created, you will find out when you touch it and it's really dry and black.
6. Wait a few days and the scab will fall off on its own, do not try to remove it in order to prevent infection.
7. There will be a little burnt skin or even scar but as time will pass, there will be no trace of being mole there before. Burnt skin will heal up to week and the scar will take few months but little by little it will fade and it will look like it disappeared.
8. If there still stays piece of the mole, repeat the process.
Warning: Do not use this method if you have mole that changes shape or gets bigger or has shape that is not similar to circle, it may be cancerous. In that case I suggest visiting a doctor.

You can apply this process on the whole body, I have done this on my face, back, chest and hip. If you have any question just ask me in the comment.

Mole on my forehead before and after:

                           

 

Chokers - I found my passion

I have never been more in love before than when I ordered few chokers from aliexpress. 2 of them already arrived and I just can't get enough. I don't even remember feeling like this when I realized I found my passion. It's awesome, I gotta wear them all the time, just take a look

It's perfect I love them, can't wait for others to arrive. Together it was up to 3€, it feels great to know that I can get it for this cheap and that I can afford what my heart is set up for. Also, condition is 100%, quality as well, cannot complain. Only thing that might be annoying for some is the shipping that is kinda slow, but it doesn't matter as long as it's free. Just want to show, how little it takes to be happy. Enjoy little things in your life and you shall get more of the happiness it brings.

UPDATE: Got another one and this one got me the most. I even sleep with it

Just loving it

Who runs the blog

Hey, I'm Mishel, I'm from Slovakia and basically I'm just teen that is bored.
I'm looking for something new so I'll try to run a blog where you actually have to write something, not just reblog or post pics as it is on tumblr, which I have as well.
I don't know if i'm really into this but I may try, let's see what it will turn in to and if it won't come out just as time wasted. But you know, time will tell..